Last night wasn't an unusual ritual of my life. It was one of the many sleepless dark nights and hopeless days spent in bathroom. I was calling out to my father desperately. I just realized, that my Father wont be present on my wedding day, the D-day of my life. Thinking about it, my heart was shattered to pieces. I cried my eyes off, frustrated and angry.
No thought brought me solace or any sleep. I, decided, then and there to put a stop to this recurring event in my life. I vowed to keep myself busy, so as not to have a single moment for the memory of dad and self-reflection. I will work so hard, that I don't have to spend anymore sleepless nights.
Out of nowhere, I suddenly felt a strange sense of ' touch ' !!!!
The sense was so powerful and unnerving, that it soothed me down immediately. I am still unsure how it happened. It was like the air pushing against the walls of my body; was holding me to the ground. I actually felt my Dad, His arms around me.
It was an alluring experience for me. Not certain when, I just gave in to that feeling. Now, I know, Dad is always going to be with me. He is holding my ground for me, loving me, supporting me.
Maybe, I was hallucinating or just running amok with my imagination. I really do not care. This encounter has made me believe HIS EXISTENCE and my love for Him. It has proved that He is an invincible part of me. He is not living in my heart, my heart dwells in him. Though he is invisible and imperceptible, I will find him with me all day, every day till eternity ends.....
I LOVE U DAD !!!!! HAPPY FATHER'S DAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
