Har Ek Gift Jaruri Hota Hai...............

                                       To Write A Post On Friendship Day Is Too Clichéd... so Unlike Me. You Would Say,(and you would be soo right), Writing Any day Regularly Is So Unlike Me. However, It Is An Emergency Call. After Receiving Tsunami Waves Of Beloved Wishes With Zero-Requital Approach, I Was, Righteously, Brought To Senses By MY Best Mate. She Made Me A Very SWEET And GRACEFUL Hand-Crafted Gift With Sugar, Spice And All Things Nice....

                                       I Am Feeling ' oh so Happy, Adored And Cherished '. I Couldn't Wipe The Stupid, Sluggish Grin Off My Face. But Soon Enough, I Remembered I Had No Gift or Whatsoever For Her. I Want To Kick The Stuffing Out Of Myself for Being Such A Prick. Now There I Was So Empty-Handed, Loved And Pampered(Just The Way I Liked) By My Best-Friend.
                                       I Had Tried To Make BFFs Bands The Earlier Day, But It Didn't Come Together And So I Gave Up. Thinking, The Day Was For Silly People Exclusively, I decided Not To Even Text or Call Any Of My Friends.... Well, I would Like To Add That There Had Been Several Other Occasions Where The Same Ritual Took Place With No Effect On Me. 
                                      I Had To Do Something. So Here Am I Writing a Apology Letter To My Best-Friend, And To Every Person On This Planet For Past (and future mistakes)....


Miss Surabhi Pande,
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                       Subject: Letter Seeking Apology and ...


Dear Oh My So Dear,
                                 My Soul mate..... My Butter To Bread..... My Breath To Body..... My Sun To Life
                                You Are Always Showering Me With Your Love, Patience, Kindness.  You Have Fulfilled Each Of My Wishes And Demands 4 Life. I Go Through Everyday Ordeal Successfully Only Because Of Your Thoughts And Talks...
                               Though In The Past I Have Lacked In My Way Of Expressing My Gratitude and Love For You, I Promise You This. (in simple words: )
                              "I Will Have All Gifts Ever- Ready 
                               For Every Occasion and Each Event. 
                               I Promise you, never ever to sadden 
                               You. I Promise You, my Heart
                               And Soul................. "
            

                               And I Wanted To Ask, Don't Laugh At Me But Maybe We Could Be Each Others Soul-mates ?? And Then Maybe Let Guys Be These Wonderful Creatures To Have Fun With..........
                  
                                                               Yours And Yours Lovingly,
                                                                             Uttara 
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                      

For You DAD !!!

              It was 1:30 am, I was cold and shivering. My head was throbbing and my face was wet with salty cold tears. This is how, I miss my Father...

                            Last night wasn't an unusual ritual of my life. It was one of the many sleepless dark nights and hopeless days spent in bathroom. I was calling out to my father desperately. I just realized, that my Father wont be present on my wedding day, the D-day of my life. Thinking about it, my heart was shattered to pieces. I cried my eyes off, frustrated and angry.

                           No thought brought me solace or any sleep. I, decided, then and there to put a stop to this recurring event in my life. I vowed to keep myself busy, so as not to have a single moment for the memory of dad and self-reflection. I will work so hard, that I don't have to spend anymore sleepless nights.

                                                Out of nowhere, I suddenly felt a strange sense of ' touch ' !!!!

                            The sense was so powerful and unnerving, that it soothed me down immediately. I am still unsure how it happened. It was like the air pushing against the walls of my body; was holding me to the ground. I actually felt my Dad, His arms around me.

                           It was an alluring experience for me. Not certain when, I just gave in to that feeling. Now, I know, Dad is always going to be with me. He is holding my ground for me, loving me, supporting me.

                           Maybe, I was hallucinating or just running amok with my imagination. I really do not care. This encounter has made me believe HIS EXISTENCE and my love for Him. It has proved that He is an invincible part of me. He is not living in my heart, my heart dwells in him. Though he is invisible and imperceptible, I will find him with me all day, every day till eternity ends.....  

    

                                                        I   LOVE  U   DAD   !!!!!   HAPPY   FATHER'S   DAY   !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Being a BAcklog..

Its Almost been a Year Now Since My Last Post.....
            And Its The End Of My First Year At Grad School !!!!!!



I Haven't Been Blogging Not Bcuz, D Year Has Been Bland but Due To Its Hectic Awesomeness !!


Will Soon Post Many 'N' Some Moments From This Amazing Year....
In Brief : 

Cant Find Any1

    I just cant find any family, friends or acquaintances on blog.... Its infuriating !! :-@

OMG!!!

      I will... i am going to grad skul tomrw...... D FIRST DAY !!!! SCARED N SOOOO NERVOUS :-|

Bt dmn excited!! OH MY GOD!!!








Supposed to be posted by me on Aug 7........

{Have a load of back log :(}